My Book of Psalms

Your Ways YHWH, you have your way Your ways are high above my ways Your plan is always better Thank you! For taking control When I had no idea where I was going you guided me When I knocked on locked doors you illuminated the hallway full of other doors When I wandered off and found myself lost, you shone the stars in the sky to remind me who you are When I focused on you my path became straight I no longer got lost in twists and turns.  I found my way in you,  Actually. I found your way.  Your way is better than I ever could’ve imagined.  God, forgive me for being upset when my plans were spoiled.  Your plans blew mine out of the water If my plans were good yours were excellence and perfection You somehow find ways to give me what I want but in a way better than what I asked You truly are a good, good father You know your children better than they know themselves You are incredible! You are love. We are loved.  Th...

YHWH, I am unsure where you want me to go. I know my wants and I know what “makes sense” but I don’t care about either of them. I only care what you desire for me. I know your ways are higher than my ways and I know my heart is the most deceitful of all things and I know that my thoughts are nothing like your thoughts. I can have my mind and my heart arguing in circles forever but I don’t care to hear either of their ideas unless You want me to. I know that I can trust You and You alone. I’m giving you control. My days belong to you.  I am distracted chasing my own tail.  I’m unsure of my path. I’m sure of Yours. Well, I’m sure of it’s goodness. I am unsure of its direction or duration. Show me just the next best step. Give me my daily bread. Just enough shade to rest from the heat. You are my provider. You are my life. You are sufficient. More than that. Yet exactly enough at exactly the right time. Not wasting yet abundant. Your paradoxes amaze me.  I worry too m...